"It seems strange to say, but what can help modern man find the answers to his own mystery and the mystery of him in whose image he is created, is silence, solitude -- in a word, the desert. Modern man needs these things more than the hermits of old." Catherine Doherty


Monday, January 27, 2014

So, 20 below zero and blizzard conditions, sweet!

On days like today, just walking across the driveway to get the tractor running can feel like Siberia!


So, if you ever wanted to explore the North Pole, in high winds, this is a great week to come here.

I'll save you some hot coffee, once I get feeling back in my fingers.


Deus Tecum

from The Mary Theotokos Center 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Is it really 20 below zero at noon today?!

Well we survived a wonderful white Christmas here at the monastery.

With Puppies

Yummy snacks on the knask table,


more puppies,


creative pastry treats,


more puppies, 

wonderful presents under the tree,


and maybe one more dog.


Once the pecan pie was gone and the wrappings cleaned up,


it was time for prayer and thanks for a year of blessings and mercy.



After a reasonable amount of time, the tired tree was returned to our woods.


Then it hit, the snow and the cold. Days with highs of 10 to 20 BELOW zero Fahrenheit,


A few ice storms that reminded us we were gonna be walking up the drive way for a while, a good half a mile stretch, but on ice so hang on to each other!

Most of the time the car was sitting sideways at the bottom of the driveway, but on ice, so it only took a little push to turn it around to face the road.


But for a few days, the road for 10 miles till town was more or less an ice skating rink/water park, only chains advised.

Then once the ice had a thaw and melt and some rain we hit the deep freeze temps again. but this time even colder. Back to hiking up the driveway with groceries.

In a break between the sleet and freezing rain we got the hay in for the goats.

The roles are working well, cumbersome to lift at 500 pounds but easy to roll!


The goats are enjoying their winter quarter in the renovated green house all with fresh hay.

But you know goats, as long as there is food and warmth, it's all good.




But when the food for that feeding runs out and it's time to head outside, it is a little different for them.


Outta the way, make a hole we're going' outside,..baaa.




Outta the way, make a hole we're goin' back inside!


Sub zero is hard on everybody...but not retreaters!



You may remember this retreater from Burlington who came last spring when the baby goats were born.

Sub zero temps wouldn't stop her from praying, reading and even taking her dog for walks in the frozen fields and woods.



It's good to have retreaters here all year praying and finding their way to God through Mary, especially ones like this kind and energetic woman who brings us baked  pepperoni bread!


So retreats, snow, ice, cold, prayers and blessings all the things that make life worth living. Today it looks like a blizzard is coming in,.we're all getting over some sort of flu, but chores to do, and the Chapel calls. Where ever you are we hope you too find your attitude of gratitude and that God's graces surround you.

Deus Tecum

from

The Mary Theotokos Center


Happy New Year,

John Walker
manager/caretaker




Tuesday, January 14, 2014

Off the radar lately...

Hello everyone,

Sorry to have not made a blog entry for a while. This holiday season my mother died suddenly and I have been struggling with it. 

So right around the time I was planning to post Christmas pics, and New Years Eve celebrations and other events here,..I began to deal with other emotions.

My Mother enjoyed her visits here. She said she felt closer to God here and that the air smelled fresh like her native Norway. She enjoyed the farm animals, especially her adopted baby goat Fawn, the hills and wild flowers. Many was the time she would sit on the deck in the sun and listened to the brook babble. 

We were blessed to have such times together in her last years and even more blessed to learn to pray together and share the beginning of her relationship with Mary, the mother of God.

We all miss her 

and hope to be back on track soon.

Thanks for your understanding and patience.

John Walker
manager
The Mary Theotokos Retreat Center

Friday, October 18, 2013

Fall was beautiful and busy this year,..downright,...joyous


Fall was glorious this year, colors were simply amazing, God's handiwork up close and personal. Seeing so much beauty all around us makes me think it takes more imagination to be a non believer than a person of faith. A simple walk through the woods beyond the barns and the proof of God's design is overwhelming!



But as usual, I am behind a step or two and the fall colors have pretty much come and gone.

We had a lot going on this autumn so let me get to blogging.

First off, after surviving a few early frosts,  the garden has pretty much fulfilled it's back breaking and miraculous obligation to the local food shelves, 


and it's time to start thinking of shutting things down,..as the pumpkins get too big to lift.


Pretty soon it will be time to let the goats clean things up in there, once all the yummy brussel sprouts are done!


"I live to eat,....and escape from all attempts at fencing".

More on that later,..

Earlier this month we had a wonderful group come to retreat here. 


One of the coordinators painted this beautiful Icon for their Mass services.

This large group began arriving and unpacking with smiles and hugs, just radiating joy in every encounter!


But a simple joyous retreat was not the only intention of this group.

In very short order they all rolled up their sleeves and began working the grounds,..harvesting veggies, weeding, raking, cleaning,..a real "work is prayer" service time.


About the same time two local faith filled young ladies arrived and stepped up the work ethic quite a few notches...as well as the joyous spirit element too!




Not to be outdone, the retreaters visiting stepped up their game and before long it was all backs and elbows around here,..nice to have some help!

Once the work was all done for the day the retreaters began to walk the grounds and set up for Mass with their own Priest!


Talk about living joyously!


and in contemplative prayer...


Once Mass got started then the place was really jumping in a very charismatic way! 



And after working up an appetite, the fellowship continued as this group engaged in great conversation with the great food 
they prepared!





Good times with good friends,


In the midst of this joy fest, came another retreater for a private contemplative time of Marian devotion in our private room above the church.

But this young faith filled missionary was not satisfied with quiet contemplative prayer, or a charismatic Mass, 
she went all Karol Wojtyla on us and broke out our kayak heading for the white caps on Wiloughby Lake!!

So with two retreats going on at the same time, the goats decided it was their opportunity for a major break out and chase through the meadow!

Time to start building the winter paddock and milking barn for these rascals, a bit closer to the house and plumbing and garden over-growth and more warmth than the drafty old barn!

Bringing them closer to the action!

Thankfully yet another joyous pilgrim showed up from far away specifically to contribute to this monumental task as my one and only construction crew.


After a great deal of lifting and hauling, digging and hammering and grunting and groaning (mostly on my part) the new feeding yard, sleeping barn, milking barn hay access room, and play yard protected from snow was finished..



And under the watchful eyes of our St. Francis statue the goats moved in to offer their approval.

With so much activity these weekends quickly drew to a close and departures occurred in a flurry as well.

People packed up and headed out so quickly this was the only group shot I got!


Joyous from beginning to end!

I didn't even get a picture of the horse back pilgrims on their trail ride one afternoon!

Oh, and I forgot to mention we held a Marian Consecration Mass here in the little Chapel for our  latest
"33 day to morning glory" group.

This Marian consecration based on the 
True Devotion of St. Louis De Montfort
is an extremely empowering retreat..





and once again as with other groups we run this retreat with, I witnessed lives change and spirits soar through consecration to Mary.

I urge you to seek out the True Devotion of St. Louis De Montfort and visit the above link as well, for a step in your spiritual journey that will change your life and make you a Saint!

The only regret is that it all happened so quickly at the same time that I never even took a picture of that group, or of the Francsicans who toured the area, or the primitive Franciscans looking for future retreat locations too!

So as I run out of shots I guess it would be best to close this eventful blog of the last few weeks and take a seat,..for 5 minutes before another construction job calls to my aching back.

But from this past month, what ever the task God sets in front of us here at The Mary Theotokos Retreat Center I have learned to go at it, Joyously,..for Mary to use our work for the greater glory of God.

"To Jesus, through Mary"

Deus Tecum

from all of us here in Vermont.